Very down........

Well my dad has had all the test now and we have found out that he does have a brain tumour......to say i'm devasted is an under statement......life is soooooo cruel, he has had cancer twice before and managed to beat both of them....then we lost my sister Lisa (XxlisaXx) last september and we still haven't come to terms with losing her yet, so having been dealt yet another blow is mind blowing.......

Somehow i know i have to go on going forward with everything for the sakes of my mum and dad and my children but i am finding it a real struggle at the moment........

Happy Birthday Lisa

Well i found this really hard to write yesterday so i though i would leave it for today......

Happy Birthday Lisa, another birthday goes by without being able to see your smiling face and hearing your voice.....it still seems like yesterday since you left us....i hope the angels and you are having fun and doing lots of scrapping.......

Well it's not a good time time for my family at the moment....Lisa's birthday brings us sad times but lots of happy memories.....my dad was taken into hospital on tuesday evening he's not been well for a few weeks, but they suspect he may have a brain tumour.........they are doing every test they possibly can, we just have to wait now for the results......

I've made a birthday card tonight

I must say i am really pleased with myself because i have made a birthday card for a very special friend.....it's been a long time since i've made any cards and i actually enjoyed making it.....

I have used part of my card kit from Sarahscards which came on thursday and part of my own stash..... i am now going to make a start on some christmas cards i think while i'm still in the mood.....will try and upload a photo of the card now

My poor cat

Well it's been a funny sort of day.......very busy at work on my own all day on the tills.....bosses are very happy with the takings thought....
So i come home at 5.30 to find our youngest cat Mia (who's just about 12 months old) in the cat box.......her nose and ear are all cut up, the my hubby tells me that thats not the bad part, her back legs are a mess......so it's off to the vets who confirms that Mia has been hit by a car or something big, so she's at the vets on pain relief over night and tomorrow they are going to x ray her pelvis because it's right, and stitch her back legs up....all to the tune of around £200-£400......but it will be worth it if Mia's ends up ok after....not sure if the bank balance will be ok though lol.....

another day over....

Well thats another day over with at work.....and boy where we busy....i'm off now till tuesday and i'm looking forward to spending some time with my 2 ponies, and hopefully taking lots of photo of Bethany riding her pony.....with good intentions i intend to scrap them.....lol.....but we will see.....

My first post

I hope this works, as i have never done anything like this before......
never thought i would have a blog.....you will proberly find it very boring if you do
read it though.....as some times i struggle to write things down, because so much has happened in the last 12 months......people who know me will know why i have called my blog "scrapping with the angels".......

Anyway i will have bored you now so i will leave it for tonight.....