Very down........

Well my dad has had all the test now and we have found out that he does have a brain tumour......to say i'm devasted is an under statement......life is soooooo cruel, he has had cancer twice before and managed to beat both of them....then we lost my sister Lisa (XxlisaXx) last september and we still haven't come to terms with losing her yet, so having been dealt yet another blow is mind blowing.......

Somehow i know i have to go on going forward with everything for the sakes of my mum and dad and my children but i am finding it a real struggle at the moment........

Happy Birthday Lisa

Well i found this really hard to write yesterday so i though i would leave it for today......

Happy Birthday Lisa, another birthday goes by without being able to see your smiling face and hearing your voice.....it still seems like yesterday since you left us....i hope the angels and you are having fun and doing lots of scrapping.......

Well it's not a good time time for my family at the moment....Lisa's birthday brings us sad times but lots of happy memories.....my dad was taken into hospital on tuesday evening he's not been well for a few weeks, but they suspect he may have a brain tumour.........they are doing every test they possibly can, we just have to wait now for the results......